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Name's Xenia
she is 12 going on thirTEEN this year and grows a year older every 2nd of july and is really happy
she wants to see pigs fly and thinks that the world is square. she was from jurong primary school in the classes 1H 2H 3H 4E 5E 6E
and is now in CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School and is in 1 UNITY. she in in the CCA GIRL GUIDES and loves it there.she is in a beautiful patrol called DOVE
and in a beautiful cohort called GREYGUIDES'09.her new friends
are uber much loved but she will definitely NOT forget her old clique.
she has a complex family tree which consists of 5 members.
xenia-mommy
vivvy-sister(mei)
carny-sister (jie)
kimberly-daughter
xiumin-grand daughter
She also belongs to a farm called FUNNY FARM, consisting of,
Lynnette-chicken
Jillian-cow
Xenia-lamb
Ayana-pig
she is very friendly and doesnt bite at all.she wants to become friends with everyone and loves them all.she is a PROUD CHRISTIAN and will forever
be one. She loves God, her besties, namely, zifong, averlynn, meiwen, sharlene, levia and her seniors!: kimberly, denise (: She may want some things but she isnt greedy (:
she may hate stuff she wont list them down here (:if you want her to link you, please do leave a tag
xenia says thanks you
WANTS, not needs, but still!
-To grow taller: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 CM
-BP bear
-New phone
-true friends
-CCA to resume
-Patrol Second of DOVE
-God's presence to always be around me
-Pigs to fly
-_ _ _ _ _ _'s attitude problem to change
-Flats
-Bagpack
-Own camera
-White with grey/blue FBTs
materialistic me...
Saturday, November 21, 2009
PLAYING WITH GOOGLE TRANSLATOR IS FUN!esp names(:LIKELIKE!XENIA-齐尼亚SHARLENE-沙尔哩VIVIAN-维维恩KIMBERLY-金伯利NICOLE-妮可wheee okayy stop!(:
well. i've nothing much to post.
OH HAVE 6E CLASS OUTING! YAYYY!
finally..get to spend time with clique. the bigbig clique. and the guys! come to think of it. cant wait to argue with them. SIXYEEEOHEIGHT! the loveee(: the three years we spent being as one class. not caring if those from other classes called us nerds from the best class. or disliked us cos we "acted snobbish", when all we did was sit at the same table every recess. just shows our bondedness. shows who 6E is(: the class with funk(: and great teachers(: kinda sucks being in an all girls school..no one's really there for you. not as much as you think. doesnt it? you never know when they might turn their backs on you. and most of the times, when they do. its when you need them most.(:zifong asked me a nongnong time ago to try IP-ing for NJC. in the beginning of the year. i said no. cos i was enjoying school so much. i thought i would continue to have fun(: but now i'm not so sure. maybe i should! we'll see next year.(:whats so important, whats so important that you totally give up everything just for that one thing. its like a crashcourse. totally.its so hard to tell you how much i want to punch your face. maybe one day i should just go up to you and say " HEYYY! i wanna punch your face! can i?" somehow i just dont get you. you smile all the time and tell us all the useless crapp. and we smile back and urgh. you irk me like how melrose from antm, irks nigel :D REFLECT.i should too i guess. HAHAH. oh well. no more complaining about you(:sometimes i wish. i had all that power. to make someone understand me the right way. dont you wish to have that power? then maybe somehow. there might be worldpeace. or maybe just peace. between you and i. life's just so complicated this way, right!i think i can never do and emo post as good as kimberly. HAHAHAH. shes like a pro at it(: though she shouldnt see this. HEEEE(:
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
HAPPYFIFTEENTHBIRTHDAYKIMBERLYYANGAN.heeee.binny! okayy so youre 15! and. OLD.
hahah, hope you like our present.
heres a post dedicated to you!
ILOVEYOU!
hahah.
<3 alipoonoony(:
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
HELLO!
okayy sooo.. i abandoned this blog for. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 ... 123456. onemilliontwentythreethousandfourhundredandfiftysix days :D thats alot. . .well it was basically cos i didnt have anything to do...
well so. i still dont have much! erm. the cookies came yesterday. and stuff. so. met ayana at woodlands mrt at like 10.05. then went toyiochukang and 265-ed to sch. met joanna on the way. then met the other greyguides and collected cookies before talking to them(: then went to the greyguides and we talked about the outing. i doubt there'll even be one. considering everything else. then well. i looked up at the upper forum. and saw some quite familiar face-ed people. then she was smiling at me. then i scared i yan hua. so i asked vivvy. "is that xinying" then she was like. yah i think. so i continued looking then she started walking over to my side. then i looked up and it really was xinying lah. omg so scary. then i smiled and waved then she smiled back. wah so scary. then we continued to talk. greyguides i mean, then the rest went home slowly one by one...then at 12, me nicoleang sharlene carny madeline went to macs to eat. whee.quite fun. just that. . . well. i know its mean. but. okayy my blog's not private so i shant say. well then. we went to print the squad pictures. the finally we went to jubilee's popular to buy materials. well so. we bought some stuff and pok-ed our allowance. then we went to central stage to do the card. by then shihui and come and gone. and madeline went home. that left nicoleang carny dearie and me. oh then we did the cards. and it turned out uber nice okayy! oh speaking of the stuff. i need to go print the pledge, wait.okayy anyways. then i brought the pretty cards home and took pictures! YAY!
okayy now i shall go printscreen loser convos and paste them here.wts i cant):
anyways. kimberly was being a beezlebub today! she was acting retarded(: wheeee. idw post alr. maybe later i'll post pictures:Dbye!Labels: XENIA(:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
today was a boring day(:
anyways, i was refecting on the mrt todayy. and suddenly got reminded of church(:
whoosh. i felt calm(:
HEEEEEEEEE. anyways, second chance, everyone deserves them...right? i mean. when we sin, He forgives us, cleanses us. so why shouldnt we forgive others to? whats the use of holding a grudge? it doesnt help. so why not, just give, a second chance?(:
so its with everything i am,
i reach out for Your hand,
the hope for change the second chance i've gained,
on You i throw my life,
casting all my fears aside,
how could greater Love than this,
ever possibly exist..
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So i wait upon you now,
with my hands released to You,
where a little faith's enough,
to see mountains lift and move.
So i'll wait upon You now,
dedicated to Your will,
to this love that will remain,
a love, that never fails..
Lord, i pray that you'll rid me of my worries, my troubles. i pray that even though i have a long journey ahead, that you will guide me through, take the steering wheel from my hands and just help me. i pray that even though obstacles come my way, you'll not let me give up. and i thank you Lord, for all these times you've guided me. thank you for giving me second chances, and that you dont bear grudges. thank you Lord, and i guess, its time, to get off that roller coaster... thank you Lord, for everything. In Jesus's most holy name i pray, Amen
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Hello xenia!
I accidentally clicked on this thing,
so haha! (:
i'm going to post ler! BYE!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
WHEEEEE!!!
today i went back to school to clear the shed, and what did we do? we CLEARED.THE.SHED!
ahahah. so met vivvy at like 12.43 or smth, at AMK hub(: then we ate kopitiam(: chicken rice for me, duck rice for her. hahahah. then we walked around a little bit. and at like 1.30. we decided we had too much time and decided to walk to school. HAHAH. eh its quite fun okayy! we left at like 1.45 and reached ach at like 2.20. soooo that means we took around 40mins.(:okayy anyways we were following the bus stops and the one before amk hub, isnt really so near after all. WHEEE! then like we were using people as motivation lah! like. "ehh, lets follow that person!" and then when the person turned a corner or smth we would find someone else. but then like, sooner or later, when nearing the sch that time, had no more people to follow, sad right!): anyways, we saw six 265 buses while walking. sighhhh):
then anyways, when we reached that time, bestrice, yifen, joanna, sici, alr reached, so we went to join them at the spec stand and talked for a lil while before janicelim came. then karyee came and we headed for the shed...-cue scary music-
whoosh. then when we reached the first thing we had to do, was stone :D then karyee and jiahui were like explaining to the sec 2s which wood to keep and which woods to not keep. but in the end they pushed the job to us, sec 1s): so it became our job and then. "all thos with severe cracks, fungus, or termites, throw" so we got started. yifen, beatrice and i stayed in the shed to check the wood and pass it to joanna and vivian. then the sec 2s and 3s will tie(: sooo after clearing one rack, we were like, "eh we're too fast, later wednesday and thursday nth to do then go home at 3.30!" so jiahui came and said "yahh, so from now on, scrutinise each wood for one minute, hit each wood 10 times before giving" hahaah! then after that we stopped after clearing one and a half rack. which is alot for 10 people!(yah, three patrols, 10 people. wow)then after that we started using the guylines and tying the woods into bundles of 5. ehh! the guylines were like thick and sooo easy to get splinters! then we tied and tied then after that when we were finishing that time we had to find this wood that was equally long for the other 4 pieces, but in the end we hurry put it back into the shed without karyee looking. HAHAH! then when we were done we tied like 15 bundles! eh thats cool okayy! wheeee! for 10 people, 150 pieces of woods in one and a half hour! wheeee! oh and that wasnt the end manzsxszxzs! we still had to carry the woods to the D&T room. or so we thought. so we carried it there only to find out that it was locked. so we had to carry it to the den. sighhh. climb 2 flights of stairs. with a prolly 3kg wood in your hands. so anyways. at least we managed. AND THEN. WE WERE DONE!
then we were like really tired so we like went to canteen where i met kimmy and gave her a lollipop in exchange for her THRIFT LOGBOOK! wheee, heh heh heh! -cue evil laugh- then i told kimmy she can walk to bus stop with yifen and beatrice then she dont believe. so in the end after we bought drinks we saw kimmy walking on thr track then not knowing she had her 'wasibi green earpiece' on, we called her(: like "KIMBERLYYYYY" then she heard lohh. just dw turn onlyyy): then i sms-ed her. "we see you" and then "really?! where!" then i called her(: hahah, then after that she turned and waited for yifen and beatrice and they walked(:
then after coming home i ate dinner and talked on msn for a lil while and now. i finally finish blogging(:
here we go again, no one ever seems to care. about my feelings. no one. just when i feel i'm reaching the top of the rollercoaster, when i'm glad i've no worries. the stupid rollercoaster just has to go down, down. i guess thats just the way the roller coaster has to go. it doesnt care. no one does. its like a never ending cycle. never once emptied of worries, misery. it just goes up. one second your life changes. and down for three seconds. its a three to one fight. how much happiness can you get?! none i guess. cos no one really cares. i feel like giving up. you keep making me fill squeezed. squashed. iloveyou. you know that. more than her. you know that too. but no. you just keep saying i dont. then you go ask for advice. of your point of view, yours. what about mine. have you ever cared about what i thought? have you. like i said. roller coaster. its so ironic that the real one is filled with excitement. yay much. ironic, how i phrased it. i guess the roller coaster wont look that fascinating to me anymore then. and then again. has anyone ever asked me what i thought about the roller coaster? guess not. pfft. no one really seems to care about me anyways.right?i guess i'm going down again then. whee. shings.
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I.WANT.GUIDESimma despo person alrrr): i just want guideessssss):
